Monday, November 17, 2008

pakshet

gusto ko na pabayaan ang sarili ko. alam kong hindi tama. but i just need somebody to pull me through this time. i got burnt, numbed. and yet the gravity of the pain sears through the numbness and now i hurt. really bad.

friends who know me i'm not like this at all. i am very willed and strong. but only a few truly know how strong i am. man, you have no idea. this is just a phase, i know. but i sure wish this won't last any longer.

well, anyway, i could very much easily go back to posting on my old, previous, somehow-still-private blogsite so i would not have the fear of having other people read through my truest, sincerest sentiments.

what the heck.

---and now i realize people might think i just went through another heartache. LOL. no, this is nothing about that.