huwaaat?! pre-defense na agad?!

Humans are so predictable. We all seek to be loved. Ugh. I know, I know. It's but normal for every human being to be that way. Heck, ako pa.

Stop thinking and just be.


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I know this is going to be very, very bad of me. But I think that the girl who played Deal or No Deal tonight totally deserved what she got: P10.00!!! Haha! Overacting kasi and it seemed like she had plans taking over Kris' job. Hehe! Anyway, she doesn't need the money naman. She says she works for CNN. Big time naman pala eh.


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"Putangina! Makakapatay na ako ng tao! Ang daming ginagawa, binigla pa ang pre-defense ngayong friday! At ang demonyong kakambal ko pinaglaruan pa 'yung laptop ko, nawala 'yung mga ginagawa ko! Putanginaaaa!"

Sorry sa mga nakatanggap ng text na ito.

wala lang

Once more, I have proven that God sends his angels to people in need. As with the past days of the week, my alarm clock failed to wake me up today. But then God made sure that I didn't miss this chance to be of help (kahit na super little) to someone. My friend's mom called from the States at 3 in the morning asking who I was. Funny because she saw my number on her husband's phone. Akala niya siguro nangangaliwa si Mister. Haha!Anyway, then this text from my friend came. I read it agad and was able to reply quickly. At least my friend knows I'm here :)

half-truths don't count

why can't people just keep their mouths shut? i mean, i guess everything would be better off if one isn't to speak and just lie and lie and lie.

being the tactless fellow that i am, i find it hard to control myself. but then again i just smile. and then i die inside of laughing. bwahahaha!

puker

Panalo na naman ako sa poker! Woohoo! Beginner's luck? Maybe. Maybe not. Last night was my second time to play the game. Won lotsa chips! Woohoo!

I enjoyed the game. But I enjoyed the company more :)

I really look like that guy from ChowKing.

i need to pray

It's been months since the last time I really talked to my God.

I talked to God yesterday. I couldn't sleep and so I went to church. I felt like a stranger going to the adoration chapel. I stayed outside for minutes, observed people as they came in to pray. And finally, I stepped up. My turn to bat.

"Be still and know that I am your God."

God, I know I can be better. Help me. Give me the grace to overcome my anxiety, my hardships, my pain. It is only You and I who can help me. Not even my family, my boyfriend nor friends. It's just us. It's always been us. Let me find you. I love you.