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my love for music has consequences pala talaga. diverting my attention was and still is a given. i listen to my mp3 player not as often as almost everybody does but i use it frequently especially when i am putting myself to sleep.

for weeks now, whenever i'm taking an exam, i can't help but hear the songs in my mp3 play over and over in my head. i can barely focus. fooker.

what do i listen to?

• broadway. how gay can i get?

• shake that groove thang and the like (what we're playing on doc's wedding)

• that macabre song from carmina borana (?). how apocalyptic!

wala lang. toga fitting today. i didn't go. still have to make sure my name's on that graduating students list.

onting utut na lang

i'm almost there.

another week to go. tomorrow is toga fitting. but we still have a couple of projects and exams. i was never this anxious.

got to watch a couple of movies in a week: the pursuit of happyness and 300. the latter's monologue at the ending spoiled the moment. i felt like the actor was merely throwing out his lines.

anyway...

turning 24 in a couple of hours

whoa.

in a couple of hours, i am turning 24. goodness. how fast time flies. can't say much for now. a degree, a good job and a professional's license would be great to have for one's birthday. hindi bale. i'm working on them na.

"i teyngks gad por ebriting."

in limbo

i never thought my 2 bestest classmates/friends would ever think i'd be lying to them and hiding from them just so i could not do my share in our group projects. never. i got hurt. i got hurt that they would think that. i got hurt that they would get disappointed in me for me *simply* not making paramdam, when i am in fact, working my butt off on our projects.

ouch.

and to think i was compared to another batchmate who was full of reasons. well, i have my own. but hell, they're nothing like his. we love the guy, don't get me wrong.

it wasn't even deadline (not that i'll be cramming). i thought each of us were assigned our own topics so we can work on our own. what the hell did i miss? sarili kong diskarte. it's not like i'm just gonna pay some other guy to do the dirty work. siyempre aaralin ko rin. it's good knowledge. and now that i never found anybody, i'm doing the work myself. i would have appreciated the pep talk more if i never delivered.

i know they mean well. but i just don't get it. honestly.