If we could just play it by ear...

i saw yet another job posting today in friendster. WILLING TO WORK IMMEDIATELY IN _________. sana. sana...

sana magkatrabaho na ako.
sana ma-renew ko na passport ko.
sana mamatay na mga effin stupid people sa PRC.
sana maka-move out na ako.
sana talaga mamatay na sila as i say (a-la babalu), "buset!"

every day i hear mass. and every day, naiinis pa rin ako sa nangyari. okay na sana 'yung last november eh. we all had the drive to make it good sa board exam. marami kaming magkakasama. iisa ang focus. now it's just different. way different.

every single day i find reasons to not study. every single day i find myself not studying when in fact i ought to be.

if it weren't for the reality that PRC robbed us of our lives, eh di sana wala ng sana-sana.

If we could just play it by ear...

i saw yet another job posting today in friendster. WILLING TO WORK IMMEDIATELY IN _________. sana. sana...

sana ma-renew ko na passport ko.
sana mamatay na mga effin stupid people sa PRC.

every day i hear mass. and every day, naiinis pa rin ako sa nangyari. okay na sana 'yung last november eh. we all had the drive to make it good sa board exam. marami kaming magkakasama. iisa ang focus. now it's just different. way different.

the fact that PRC robbed us of our lives.

If we could just play it by ear...

i saw yet another job posting today in friendster. WILLING TO WORK IMMEDIATELY IN _________. sana. sana...

sana ma-renew ko na passport ko.
sana mamatay na mga effin stupid people sa PRC.

every day i hear mass. and every day, naiinis pa rin ako sa nangyari. okay na sana 'yung last november eh. we all had the drive to make it good sa board exam. marami kaming magkakasama. iisa ang focus. now it's just different. way different.

the fact that PRC robbed us of our lives.

the photo doesn't have to do anything with the write up

like i said, the photo doesn't have to do anything with the write up. nakita ko lang with noriko, my niece, sa tv yesterday. super cute si pocoyo! at favorite ko si pato! so cute!

i have been attending morning masses every day for 2 or 3 weeks now and i must say, the discipline to keep at it is great. every day, god gives us reasons (and the grace to recognize the need) to redeem ourselves, and god also gives us opportunities to do so.

sa ngayon, hindi ko masasabing walang paltos ang pagpunta ko sa misa. sa ibang mga pagkakataon, kung hindi ako nakakapunta sa umaga, nagsisimba ako sa gabi. at hindi ko rin maitatanggi na sa ibang misa ay lumilipad ang isip ko, nababaling sa mga problema't plano ko sa buhay. at sa tuwing may choir, 25% ng attention ko ay nasa pakikinig sa choir: "ay, hindi nila ginagawa 'yung triplet," "ang pangit ng phrasing," "okay 'yun ah. i-blog ko nga later."

but above all, minsan nagugulat ako sa mga taong pumapasok sa isip ko para ipagdasal: mga minamahal, kaaway, pamilya, kaibigan, kaibigan ng kaibigan, kaibigan ng kaibigan ng kaibigan, pulitiko, at kung sinu-sino pa.

kanina, naisip ko habang naglalakad pauwi, kung itetext ko ang mga ipinagdadasal ko. pero sa isang banda, "'wag na. basta nandun na mga prayers ko kay lord."

but if you're reading this, isa ka dun sa mga ipinagdasal ko.

AAAAACK!

multiply just notified me that they deleted a song in one of my eclectic playlists. at idedelete na raw ang account ko kapag may nakita pa sila ulit na post ko which violates copyright laws! siyet!

now broadcasting!

sa wakas. gamit-gamit ko na ang aking mahal (beloved) na laptop. sa kasalukuyan, installing softwares i need, organizing files. ang tagal pala kung gusto mo talagang ayusin ang mga bagay-bagay. haha. anyway, it's holy wednesday. at mamaya ay may rehearsal ang awit panalangin with the el shadddai choir. i need to finish music for gerber's cantorship this good friday. microstation class will end soon, will be starting to review na ulit.

presenting, MY ACER ASPIRE!

my acer aspire

wala lang. masaya lang ako :)

making it everything i've ever dreamed of and more. let's go rule the world! ;)

sino may alam ng magandang version nito?

hi. i heard 'LOLLIPOP" yesterday sa jeep when i was in UPd.
sinong artist kaya ang may coolest version nung song na 'yun? so upbeat! ang cool kasi.
help! super okay kung maganda na a capella. upload na lang ako ng mp3 kung anong mahanap ko.
thanks!

The Chordettes Lyrics

LOLLIPOP

Lollipop lollipop
Oh lolli lolli lolli
Lollipop lollipop.....

Call my baby lollipop
Tell you why
His kiss is sweeter than an apple pie
And when he does his shaky rockin' dance
Man, I haven't got a chance

I call him
Lollipop lollipop
Oh lolli lolli lolli
Lollipop lollipop.....

Sweeter than candy on a stick
Huckleberry, chimry or lime
If you had a choice
He'd be your pick
But lollipop is mine

Lollipop lollipop
Oh lolli lolli lolli
Lollipop lollipop.....

Crazy way he thrills me
Tell you why
Just like a lightning from the sky
He loves to kiss me till I can't see straight
GEE, MY LOLLIPOP IS GREAT

I call him
Lollipop lollipop
Oh lolli lolli lolli
Lollipop lollipop.....

from crispin2shakespeare

crispin2shakespeare

*stole this from the girl above.

1. You're gay, right?
a-la jimboy:
ako? bading? hello, tito boy...

2. Have you kissed anyone on your top list?
top list? are you drugs?

4. Do you enjoy drama?
i have drama. but i don't want it. less is better.

5. Are you a flirt?
flirt is my middle name. i hate it. haha.

6. Who was the last person you hugged?
my niece, noriko.

7. What kind of underwear do you wear?
a mix of bikinis and boxers. white, floral, camouflage.

8. Are you short?
a couple of years ago, i checked. 5'7". ewan ko lang ngayon. but i definitely got taller.

9. Do you like someone?
yes.

10. Are you dating somebody?
no, i'm not dating somebody.

11. Do you care if your socks are dirty?
of course! kadiri ang hindi malinis.

12. Do you think you're conceited?
Y-E-S.

13. Do you dress up on Halloween?
no need. hehehe.

14. Are you double-jointed?
haha! super hindi. bagsak ako sa flexibility exam ko sa gym.

15. Where is the weirdest place you've slept?
sa table by the beach.

16. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours?
nope. nobody has.

17. Is there any type of rumor going around about you?
haha. good luck. may rumor pa ba?!

18. Do you call anybody by their last name?
yes. zoe.

19. How many guys will read this?
wouldn't know.

20. I do wear make up sometimes.
sorry, such a big disappointment. no.

21. I have cried at a movie theater.
cried doesn't really cut it. how about teary-eyed?

22. I get jealous.
sus. ako pa! oo naman.

23. I think Colin Farrell is sexy.
yeah. damn right, he is.

24. I love to laugh.
yes! i love it! roanne said sa high school year book namin, "ramonito has the loudest laugh in the university (perhaps)."

25. I like metal.
nah.

26. I like rap.
nah.

27. I like country.
pwede na rin. the tones and the sincere lyrics touch me.

28. I like techno.
uh, yeah. surprisingly.

29. I'd be lost without my computer.
yes! i can live alone on an island with a lappie and internet connection.

30. I own a Spice Girls CD.
i don't buy CDs.

31. I own a Britney Spears CD.
ngak! pero ang tatay ko nagkaroon yata?! hahaha!

32. I own a boy band CD.
mamatay na boy bands! hahaha!

33. I get bored watching football.
not my sport.

34. I've been called a spoiled brat.
once? i can't remember. i'm not one!

36. I've been called a bad influence.
ahaha. excuse me.

37. My friends are the best.
da bes!

38. I have a piercing.
yes. i had my left ear pierced when i was in 2nd year high school.

THIS IS IT. TELL THE TRUTH.

1. What color of underwear are you wearing?
ahaha! of all days, you ask me this one today! i went commando today! hahaha!

2. Do you prefer light or dark-haired guys?
dark-haired. 'yung maitim na maitim!

3. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?
hindi po.

4. Do you have a best friend?
yes!

5. Have you ever had your heart broken?
oo naman. lots of times.

6. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
never.

7. Do you like your life?
i have to make do with what i have. no regrets. :) i'm making it every thing i've ever dreamed of. and more.

8. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?
nope.

9. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
i don't think so.

10. Do you have more friends that are girls/boys (straight/gay)?
more hetero than homo.

11. What can you say about gay marriage?
COOL!

12. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
hindi ako nananakit eh. pero ang sarap siguro, 'no?

13. What are your biggest fears?
bukod sa isnakes, ang maiwan sa ere.

14. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
hay. drama question na naman itech. but yes, i have. just keeping it real.

15. Have you ever not been able to get someone off your mind?
oh, hell YES!

16. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?
yes.

17. Do you ever wish you were famous?
i wanted that before. now i just want to live a full life. that is my personal mission.

18. Are you currently missing someone?
haaay! kilala mo ako 'no? who are you?!?! why are you asking me all these questions?! hahaha. paranoia kicking in. haha.

THIS GUY OR THAT GUY

1. Cowboy or Gangster?
cowboy! brokeback-an na ito! pero hindi ko pa napapanood.

2. Preppy or Hunk?
can i skip this question? mahirap mamili.

3. Lollipop or Hipon?
what is lollipop?

4. Sweet or Sexy?
a-la commercial: "pwede bot?"

5. Well-educated or Drop-out?
well educated, no questions asked.

6. Armani or Abercrombie?
again but this time, a declarative sentence: pwede bot.

7. Contacts or Glasses?
mas pogi daw kung walang glasses eh. mas natural ang dating. pero okay din. hay. hirap naman.

kung sino ka man... sana trabaho ka. haha!

odd.

my phone (model C828: i'm sure you don't know that. hehe) beeped and as how i normally check my phone for new messages, i pressed the red reject button to clear out the screen. but as i did so, i saw that it already showed the message, opened and ready to be read. it came from a weird number, a very unusual format. i'm sure it wasn't the phone glitching nor a virus. i kept looking for the message everywhere but it was gone. i deleted it altogether!

hay. sana trabaho 'yun :( at sana mag-email na lang sila. haha.

o ikaw 'yun?

and i'm officially a quarter of a century

today is march 3, 2008.
simpleng araw lang ito na muling dadaan.
pero masaya ako. because everything suddenly has clarity. i just have to continue hoping and keep my focus. onting tiis na lang.

my short-term goals:

• complete MicroStation v8.1 by March 21
  
• start and attend the refresher course for the civil engineering boards by March 29

my medium-term goals:

• get a job and MOVE OUT!
  
• get a pc/laptop so i can practice my autocadd and microstation skills

maraming salami sa mga bumati! :) i'm wearing my birthday suit! haha! kidding!

cheers!

march 3, 2008

to love and be loved, to get hurt and continue loving. ang sarap.