so happy

i'm sooo happy!

fabulous

i'm feeling shitty tonight. my frustrations in the past week are eating me up just now. bought mom a new pair of shoes and i got "sana red na lang." never even got a thank you. fuck!

came out to leona last night so i'm quite happy that i found another real friend. i've been missing her for days na pala and i dreamt about her. when i woke up a couple of nights ago, i was crying. as leona would have it, FABULOUS!

to say that i am a blogger is an overrated statement

writing is powerful.
writing is an escape--it is for most.
writing is something i'll always try to work on.
writing makes me feel intelligent.
writing shows how dumb i am.
writing lets out whatever it is that's inside me.
writing embarasses me.

writing shames me.

writing keeps me.

writing saves me.

writing makes me.

divi-sore-ia

so tired and sleepy. spent practically the whole day with hubby. picked him up at the office a couple of hours after his shift and went to manila for some christmas shopping.

we swept the tiangges in divisoria, tutuban ( plus the new 168 mall and another one which starts with 'c' ) and yes, greenhills! got kinda disappointed because i was only able to get a couple of good shirts. dint see anything that caught my interest.

hubby and i gave each other surprises today which was kinda fun because we were supposed to get something for one another without either one of us knowing it. i gave him a good, good pink polo which was really hard for me to give away because it was probably my best find. but then i thought of all the super great things that he's done for me and also the joy of giving something to my labiduds. ang saya!

as i went home, i felt good about having my own money to spend. at least i'm buying stuff for myself this time.

something's coming

With a click, with a shock,
Phone'll jingle, door'll knock,
Open the latch!
Something's coming,
I don't know when but it's soon,
Catch the moon,
One-handed catch!

Something I've always wanted is about to come. Something I've always wanted to happen is at hand!