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Tuesday, December 23, 2008
sarap.
may life give you as much happiness as you brought to all of us.
Sunday, December 14, 2008
i didn't know i could twist and turn like that
got this from a bonnet babe:
Denise Cariño: “Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination.
rac: ok. brb.
Denise Cariño: Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.” - Neil Gaiman
GRRR! love hurts! *WAVES FIST IN THE AIR*
Friday, December 12, 2008
ang pogi ko
wala pa scanned file eh. hehehe. basta pogi ako.
'yun lang.
walang pakialaman. i loves it.
i heyt chu.
Thursday, December 11, 2008
sexy celebs' audition for marimar
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RLJGqJhIjVs&feature=channel_page
Sunday, December 07, 2008
posted just now. multiply fucked up yesterday.
napanaginipan ko si diego garcia!
he was part of a family of vampires into jacking off and having sex with fellow family members of the same sex.
haha. went home 4am kasi with dear engineering classmates from malate. yesterday was a big day for LGB&T. PRIDE MARCH!
cess and denise got a taste of the fab life. hahaha.
--still can't get over the fact that i have been inked. loves it. ;)
Saturday, December 06, 2008
TAKTE KA!
i find my resolve and there you are again. u pop out of nowhere and i lose my footing once more.
i'm supposed to be done with the ups and downs of this ride already.
u make things hard.
very.
sod off.
Tuesday, December 02, 2008
Ong-isms
"Imbis na magtanong ka ng "Hindi pa ba sapat?" bakit hindi mo na lang kalimutan ang lahat? Kung alam mong binabalewala ka na, tanggapin mong nagsasawa na sya.
Wag kang magpadala sa salitang "sorry" at "ayokong mawala ka"
----Bob Ong
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Click! Click!
Do well. Otherwise, Friendship's Over na ito!!!!!!!!
Monday, November 17, 2008
pakshet
friends who know me i'm not like this at all. i am very willed and strong. but only a few truly know how strong i am. man, you have no idea. this is just a phase, i know. but i sure wish this won't last any longer.
well, anyway, i could very much easily go back to posting on my old, previous, somehow-still-private blogsite so i would not have the fear of having other people read through my truest, sincerest sentiments.
what the heck.
---and now i realize people might think i just went through another heartache. LOL. no, this is nothing about that.
Monday, October 27, 2008
this is boring stuff. i repeat. boring stuff.
Wouldn't say Best Friends right away, but it's gonna be Dan, Marie and Grace.
How was your class schedule?
Happy I didn't.
Black.
Not during first year :) LOL
Chem, methinks.
Yeah. Pero not until the fifth year.
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
my avatar
and yes. may cleft chin ako.
Sunday, October 05, 2008
Monday, September 15, 2008
Myers Briggs Test Results
ESTJ - "Administrator". Much in touch with the external environment. Very responsible. Pillar of strength. 8.7% of total population. |
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Saturday, September 13, 2008
glad to be back!
now making small, simple but noteworthy changes in my life. happy-happy!
in other news, three of us in my core group are going through some rough times but i know we'll all pull through. cess, hurry back! :)
Thursday, September 11, 2008
just finished season 1 of ugly betty
Everbody's got an Ugly Betty in us, fighting our own battles to achieve our aspirations and more. We may not admit it, but somehow, we still think at a certain level of what the others might think and feel about us, about the things we do, and us being afraid of rejection, of disappointing other people. Never mind ourselves, we can always try to live with our own.
from Ugly Betty's Hilda:
"you don't want them to see how hurt you are because you're afraid you're gonna lose them."
Monday, September 01, 2008
ano ba talaga, kuya?!
Pisces
Uh, okay. So push-pull itong nangyayari sa akin. What a roller coaster experience this is. Anyway, one can only hope, pray and wait for the best.
Sunday, August 31, 2008
College Days
2000-00... omg. i forgot! i wouldn't post that here, anyway. :)
2. ANO ANG FIRST CHOICE MO NA COURSE?
Industrial Engineering
3. SECOND CHOICE
Nursing
4. ANO COURSE KINUHA MO?
Civil Engineering
5. NAGSHIFT KB?
Nope.
6. CHINITO/CHINITA KA BA?
Chinito, yes.
7. NAKAPAG-DORM KA BA?
Nope.
8. NAKA-UNO KA BA?
Oo. :D
9. NAGKA-3?
Heller. Poems are made by fools like me but only me can make a 3.
10. LAGI KA BANG PUMAPASOK SA KLASE?
Of course.
12. ILANG UNITS NA ANG NAIPASA MO?
Lahat.
13. NANGARAP KA BA NA MAG-CUM LAUDE?
Good question. Now that I've thought about it, maybe once, yes.
14. BAKIT?
Heller?!
15. FAVE PROF:
Engr. Javier.
16. WORST PROF:
Let's not go there. You don't want to know. :)
17. FAVE SUBJECT/S:
Recess (Yuck! So 80's ang sagot). Anye-nye!
18. WORST SUBJECT:
Mga subjects na tinuturo ni *toot* (One always has the freedom to assume)
19. FAVE BUILDING:
Roque Ruaño Building.
20. PABORITONG KAINAN
Dun kay Val's!
21 . MAGKANO BA ANG BINABAYAD MO SA JEEP?
13 Pesoses.
22. LAGI KA BA SA LIBRARY?
Not really. Only for research and internet. And tambay sa music section.
23. NAGPUNTA KA BA SA GUIDANCE?
Yeah. To make tambay and do Kokology sessions with the Bonnet Babes. But I never got called for the group activities. Buset!
24. MAY CRUSH KA BA SA CAMPUS?
Actually, wala. I never saw my school as a haven for that.
25.ANU ANO MGA NGING P.E MO?
Softball, Gymnastics, Volleyball, Swimming (na hinabol ko talaga. I never cared kahit ako lang ang engineering guy dun)
26. KAMUSTA NAMAN ANG BLOCK NYO?
My batch is the best.
27. MEMORIZE MO BA ANG ALMA MATER SONG
Of course.
28. MEMBER KA BA NG VARSITY TEAM?
Back in highschool, almost.
29. NAKA-PERFECT KA NA BA NG EXAM?
Oh, hell, YEAH!
30. ANU MGA KALOKOHAN MO NUNG COLLEGE?
I'll have the Bonnet Babes answer that. :D
happy that you don't have to tell me it's really over :)
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
man up!
Friday, August 22, 2008
sorry for the late post
okay, so here's my story.
got pulled out from our project in makati and was flown here in danao, cebu last wednesday night. set-up our now very complete site office with construction manager josef (lolo). today we have started working 7/24 (yes, it's REALLY 7/24), and for now i am on the nightshift. from our resort (www.elsalvadorresort.com) in danao, we travel about 10 minutes to get to the foot of the mountain, 35 minutes to get into the middle of nowhere, and a 15-minute hike up the first borehole.
this tough and delicate project is the first of its kind in the whole company and also in our offices worldwide (www.bauer.de). every day we are faced with major and minor troubles, try to come up with possible solutions, LEARN, and hope for the best. everything can be so frustrating, but my only consolation is that, after this project (whether it goes well or not), i will be one of the privileged few engineers to have handled this kind of work. nobody really knows how to work this and by that, i am afraid to NOT deliver. surprisingly, i'm glad to have talked to stefan (one of our german PM's) last night when we went out (hurrah! i saw lights and the city!) for dinner and ottinger (wheat beer, see photos). he made me feel a bit secure. true. i shouldn't worry too much. :) oh, we saw christopher de leon. the waitresses ogled over him. too bad christopher de leon didn't see rac roldan ;)
for now, i'm saying homesickness sucks. it kills. the working conditions are relatively good. it's just that when i miss people, that gets me really down. but i'll get used to it. i think i already am. bit by bit :) can't really do much aside from work and sleep (4 hours is heaven!). hopefully in the future i could tour cebu. but for now it's impossible. the resort is very nice but i don't have the luxury of time to explore and maximize it's amenities. thank god for sun cellular and internet. these are the 2 things that keep me sane here.
let the pictures (which i will be uploading from time to time) do the talking. the photos might appear that everything is nice and easy and fun but it's otherwise. oh well. fun is okay. i'm learning to lurve it, though. that's what matters.
anyhoo, please take note of my personal mobile numbers:
0906-3402326 (globe)
09227834526 (sun)
09082368391 (smart)
only smart has signal up the mountains. good enough for texting.
ciao!
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
danao, danao
just downed gonuts donuts' doubly-priced sweets and beverages while waiting for boarding time. i'm riding cebu pacific to mactan. will get picked up by my construction manager on site, josef.
didn't quite finish trevi with JPC. we had good times there. everybody worked really well on the project and hence, deserves a beneficial bonus.
will be staying at ---
oops! there goes my boarding call.
LSS: IF I BELIEVE (by patti austin, JPC, babe chaps)
***
voila! i'm here na sa El Salvador Resort. very anxious about my role here. pero okay lang. try everything once. give this a chance. i miss everybody already. pero kelangan kumayod. :) besides, para rin sa akin ito.
lots to say, too tired to even attempt it.
Currently listening to:
the resort's MYMP playlist. shetness. bakit ganito ang epekto ng mga kanta sa akin these days? :(
Sunday, August 03, 2008
efflux
one just simply drifts away.
a dam of emotions and a whole lot of words are sometimes better left unknown.
you just have to find your footing once more and you make the most out of what you have.
you gave it your all and that's what matters.
i gave it my all, i'm done and my future is what matters.
happiness truly is a choice.
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
ay... okey.
but maybe it's better this way.
para mabilis lang ang lahat.
ayos na rin.
Sunday, July 13, 2008
awit goes mental photo
Thursday, July 10, 2008
new beginnings: july 11th
july 11, 2005 -- joined sykes asia, inc.
july 11, 2008 -- joined bauer foundations philippines, inc.
Monday, July 07, 2008
from Dead Poets Society
--H.D.T.
Thursday, June 26, 2008
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Monday, June 23, 2008
Let me love you. Over and over again.
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
emo crap #2
Monday, June 16, 2008
emo crap #1
Friday, May 23, 2008
The Beatles Forever
Friday, May 16, 2008
Lost all of my phone contacts. Gimme your numbers! :) Thanks.
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
excuse me, that's Engr. Roldan to you. :)
my best mates val, denise and cess (idagdag na rin si engr. idol pat villavicencio who gave me 2 1-peso coins to put in my soles during the boards) can attest to my awful study habits and the lack thereof. but frankly, i couldn't have done it without them, my dear best mates. one is truly blessed to have friends like them. thank you.
to my folks who never grew tired of me asking for daily baons, pamasahe and other stuff, mahal ko po kayo. sacrifice means you two.
to my siblings and their better halves, salamat!
sa awit panalangin choir na kasama ko ng sampung taon (one decade na ako!) magpuri sa panginoon, videoke na! i have to tell you, when i'm singing with you during rehearsals and sunday masses, wala akong ibang iniisip kung hindi ang kumanta at magserve. singing is twice praying! totoo ito!
sa mga minahal at minamahal ko sa buhay (wushuuu! 'wag na kayo magtanong. hindi ko kayo sasagutin. hmp! akala niyo!), salamat sa lahat ng inspirasyon. kilala niyo kung sino kayo :)
to our beloved professors in college who taught us lessons in and out of the classroom, to our mentors in RI and also in Padilla Review Center, maraming salamat din po.
sa mga naunang board passers, salamat sa lahat ng encouragement. there truly is light at the end of the tunnel. :)
at siyempre sa iba ko pang mga circles like UST Mediartrix, Club Metrica, UST Arki friends, Damian2K, Grand Boulevard Hotel Room #1645 mates (Abba, Eli, Marco), etc., salamas!
to the rest of my family and friends who never failed to let me know they are behind me a hundred per cent, salamat!
Saturday, May 10, 2008
testing? filipinoize urself!
My Pinoy / Pinay Name is Ramon Carlito Biro Baraoidan.
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Thursday, May 08, 2008
sagaran na ito!
ano ba pwede gawin para magwala? txt me!!! lemme know!
come everyall!
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
what a boost!
hay. what a morale boost. all in god's time.
what a boost!
all in god's time.
Saturday, April 19, 2008
"-Ology" from Aidz, Ram
Q. What is your wallpaper on your computer?
Q. How many televisions you have in your house?
* 1
BIOLOGY
Q. Are you right-handed or left-handed?
* right-handed
Q. Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
* i've never had anything removed from my body so far, except for the stubborn wart on my finger
Q. What is the last heavy item you lifted?
* my laptop
Q. Have you ever been knocked out?
* no
BULLSHITOLOGY
Q. If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
* no
Q. If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
* jason patrick robles (my old pen name. sosi much?)
Q. What color do you think looks best on you?
* black?
Q. Have you ever swallowed a non-food item?
* ahaha. pun intended?
DAREOLOGY
Q. Would you kiss a member of the same sex for $100?
* are you effin kiddin' me?!
Q. Would you allow one of your little fingers to be cut off for $200,000?
* NO!
Q. Would you never blog again for $50,000
* why not?!
Q. Would you pose naked in a magazine for $250,000?
* hindi naman kailangan bumenta ang magazine, hindi ba? go!
Q. Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
* no.
Q. Would you, without fear of punishment, take a human life for $1,000,000?
* no.
DUMBOLOGY
Q: What is in your left pocket?
* i'm wearing my boxers.
Q: Is Napoleon Dynamite actually a good movie?
* not for me it isn't.
Q: Do you have hardwood or carpet in your house?
* carpet.
Q: Do you sit or stand in the shower?
* i stand
Q: How many pairs of flip flops do you
own?
* just one pair
LASTOLOGY
Q: Last person who called u?
* wushuuu! fishing!
Q: Person you hugged?
* memory gap ba ito?
FAVORITOLOGY
Q: Number?
* 8
Q: Season?
* christmas?
Q: Color?
* blue
CURRENTOLOGY
Q: Missing someone?
* yes. very much.
Q: Mood?
* inis sa sarili. loathing myself.
Q: Listening to?
* amy winehouse!
Q: Watching?
* just finished the forbidden kingdom. ganda!
Q: Worrying about?
* may 8-9
Q: Wearing?
* black shirt, boxers
RANDOMOLOGY
Q: First place you went this morning?
* shower
Q: What can you not wait to do?
* go to neverland and live the life i've always wanted.
Q: Do you smile often?
* yes
Q: Are you a friendly person?
* yes.
Friday, March 28, 2008
If we could just play it by ear...
sana magkatrabaho na ako.
sana ma-renew ko na passport ko.
sana mamatay na mga effin stupid people sa PRC.
sana maka-move out na ako.
sana talaga mamatay na sila as i say (a-la babalu), "buset!"
every day i hear mass. and every day, naiinis pa rin ako sa nangyari. okay na sana 'yung last november eh. we all had the drive to make it good sa board exam. marami kaming magkakasama. iisa ang focus. now it's just different. way different.
every single day i find reasons to not study. every single day i find myself not studying when in fact i ought to be.
if it weren't for the reality that PRC robbed us of our lives, eh di sana wala ng sana-sana.
If we could just play it by ear...
sana ma-renew ko na passport ko.
sana mamatay na mga effin stupid people sa PRC.
every day i hear mass. and every day, naiinis pa rin ako sa nangyari. okay na sana 'yung last november eh. we all had the drive to make it good sa board exam. marami kaming magkakasama. iisa ang focus. now it's just different. way different.
the fact that PRC robbed us of our lives.
If we could just play it by ear...
sana ma-renew ko na passport ko.
sana mamatay na mga effin stupid people sa PRC.
every day i hear mass. and every day, naiinis pa rin ako sa nangyari. okay na sana 'yung last november eh. we all had the drive to make it good sa board exam. marami kaming magkakasama. iisa ang focus. now it's just different. way different.
the fact that PRC robbed us of our lives.
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
the photo doesn't have to do anything with the write up
like i said, the photo doesn't have to do anything with the write up. nakita ko lang with noriko, my niece, sa tv yesterday. super cute si pocoyo! at favorite ko si pato! so cute!
i have been attending morning masses every day for 2 or 3 weeks now and i must say, the discipline to keep at it is great. every day, god gives us reasons (and the grace to recognize the need) to redeem ourselves, and god also gives us opportunities to do so.
sa ngayon, hindi ko masasabing walang paltos ang pagpunta ko sa misa. sa ibang mga pagkakataon, kung hindi ako nakakapunta sa umaga, nagsisimba ako sa gabi. at hindi ko rin maitatanggi na sa ibang misa ay lumilipad ang isip ko, nababaling sa mga problema't plano ko sa buhay. at sa tuwing may choir, 25% ng attention ko ay nasa pakikinig sa choir: "ay, hindi nila ginagawa 'yung triplet," "ang pangit ng phrasing," "okay 'yun ah. i-blog ko nga later."
but above all, minsan nagugulat ako sa mga taong pumapasok sa isip ko para ipagdasal: mga minamahal, kaaway, pamilya, kaibigan, kaibigan ng kaibigan, kaibigan ng kaibigan ng kaibigan, pulitiko, at kung sinu-sino pa.
kanina, naisip ko habang naglalakad pauwi, kung itetext ko ang mga ipinagdadasal ko. pero sa isang banda, "'wag na. basta nandun na mga prayers ko kay lord."
but if you're reading this, isa ka dun sa mga ipinagdasal ko.
Thursday, March 20, 2008
AAAAACK!
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
now broadcasting!
Sunday, March 16, 2008
Thursday, March 13, 2008
wala lang. masaya lang ako :)
Friday, March 07, 2008
sino may alam ng magandang version nito?
sinong artist kaya ang may coolest version nung song na 'yun? so upbeat! ang cool kasi.
help! super okay kung maganda na a capella. upload na lang ako ng mp3 kung anong mahanap ko.
thanks!
The Chordettes Lyrics
LOLLIPOP
Lollipop lollipop
Oh lolli lolli lolli
Lollipop lollipop.....
Call my baby lollipop
Tell you why
His kiss is sweeter than an apple pie
And when he does his shaky rockin' dance
Man, I haven't got a chance
I call him
Lollipop lollipop
Oh lolli lolli lolli
Lollipop lollipop.....
Sweeter than candy on a stick
Huckleberry, chimry or lime
If you had a choice
He'd be your pick
But lollipop is mine
Lollipop lollipop
Oh lolli lolli lolli
Lollipop lollipop.....
Crazy way he thrills me
Tell you why
Just like a lightning from the sky
He loves to kiss me till I can't see straight
GEE, MY LOLLIPOP IS GREAT
I call him
Lollipop lollipop
Oh lolli lolli lolli
Lollipop lollipop.....
from crispin2shakespeare
crispin2shakespeare
*stole this from the girl above.
1. You're gay, right?
a-la jimboy:
ako? bading? hello, tito boy...
2. Have you kissed anyone on your top list?
top list? are you drugs?
4. Do you enjoy drama?
i have drama. but i don't want it. less is better.
5. Are you a flirt?
flirt is my middle name. i hate it. haha.
6. Who was the last person you hugged?
my niece, noriko.
7. What kind of underwear do you wear?
a mix of bikinis and boxers. white, floral, camouflage.
8. Are you short?
a couple of years ago, i checked. 5'7". ewan ko lang ngayon. but i definitely got taller.
9. Do you like someone?
yes.
10. Are you dating somebody?
no, i'm not dating somebody.
11. Do you care if your socks are dirty?
of course! kadiri ang hindi malinis.
12. Do you think you're conceited?
Y-E-S.
13. Do you dress up on Halloween?
no need. hehehe.
14. Are you double-jointed?
haha! super hindi. bagsak ako sa flexibility exam ko sa gym.
15. Where is the weirdest place you've slept?
sa table by the beach.
16. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours?
nope. nobody has.
17. Is there any type of rumor going around about you?
haha. good luck. may rumor pa ba?!
18. Do you call anybody by their last name?
yes. zoe.
19. How many guys will read this?
wouldn't know.
20. I do wear make up sometimes.
sorry, such a big disappointment. no.
21. I have cried at a movie theater.
cried doesn't really cut it. how about teary-eyed?
22. I get jealous.
sus. ako pa! oo naman.
23. I think Colin Farrell is sexy.
yeah. damn right, he is.
24. I love to laugh.
yes! i love it! roanne said sa high school year book namin, "ramonito has the loudest laugh in the university (perhaps)."
25. I like metal.
nah.
26. I like rap.
nah.
27. I like country.
pwede na rin. the tones and the sincere lyrics touch me.
28. I like techno.
uh, yeah. surprisingly.
29. I'd be lost without my computer.
yes! i can live alone on an island with a lappie and internet connection.
30. I own a Spice Girls CD.
i don't buy CDs.
31. I own a Britney Spears CD.
ngak! pero ang tatay ko nagkaroon yata?! hahaha!
32. I own a boy band CD.
mamatay na boy bands! hahaha!
33. I get bored watching football.
not my sport.
34. I've been called a spoiled brat.
once? i can't remember. i'm not one!
36. I've been called a bad influence.
ahaha. excuse me.
37. My friends are the best.
da bes!
38. I have a piercing.
yes. i had my left ear pierced when i was in 2nd year high school.
THIS IS IT. TELL THE TRUTH.
1. What color of underwear are you wearing?
ahaha! of all days, you ask me this one today! i went commando today! hahaha!
2. Do you prefer light or dark-haired guys?
dark-haired. 'yung maitim na maitim!
3. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?
hindi po.
4. Do you have a best friend?
yes!
5. Have you ever had your heart broken?
oo naman. lots of times.
6. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
never.
7. Do you like your life?
i have to make do with what i have. no regrets. :) i'm making it every thing i've ever dreamed of. and more.
8. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?
nope.
9. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
i don't think so.
10. Do you have more friends that are girls/boys (straight/gay)?
more hetero than homo.
11. What can you say about gay marriage?
COOL!
12. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
hindi ako nananakit eh. pero ang sarap siguro, 'no?
13. What are your biggest fears?
bukod sa isnakes, ang maiwan sa ere.
14. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
hay. drama question na naman itech. but yes, i have. just keeping it real.
15. Have you ever not been able to get someone off your mind?
oh, hell YES!
16. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?
yes.
17. Do you ever wish you were famous?
i wanted that before. now i just want to live a full life. that is my personal mission.
18. Are you currently missing someone?
haaay! kilala mo ako 'no? who are you?!?! why are you asking me all these questions?! hahaha. paranoia kicking in. haha.
THIS GUY OR THAT GUY
1. Cowboy or Gangster?
cowboy! brokeback-an na ito! pero hindi ko pa napapanood.
2. Preppy or Hunk?
can i skip this question? mahirap mamili.
3. Lollipop or Hipon?
what is lollipop?
4. Sweet or Sexy?
a-la commercial: "pwede bot?"
5. Well-educated or Drop-out?
well educated, no questions asked.
6. Armani or Abercrombie?
again but this time, a declarative sentence: pwede bot.
7. Contacts or Glasses?
mas pogi daw kung walang glasses eh. mas natural ang dating. pero okay din. hay. hirap naman.
Tuesday, March 04, 2008
kung sino ka man... sana trabaho ka. haha!
my phone (model C828: i'm sure you don't know that. hehe) beeped and as how i normally check my phone for new messages, i pressed the red reject button to clear out the screen. but as i did so, i saw that it already showed the message, opened and ready to be read. it came from a weird number, a very unusual format. i'm sure it wasn't the phone glitching nor a virus. i kept looking for the message everywhere but it was gone. i deleted it altogether!
hay. sana trabaho 'yun :( at sana mag-email na lang sila. haha.
o ikaw 'yun?
Monday, March 03, 2008
and i'm officially a quarter of a century
simpleng araw lang ito na muling dadaan.
pero masaya ako. because everything suddenly has clarity. i just have to continue hoping and keep my focus. onting tiis na lang.
my short-term goals:
- complete MicroStation v8.1 by March 21
- start and attend the refresher course for the civil engineering boards by March 29
- get a job and MOVE OUT!
- get a pc/laptop so i can practice my autocadd and microstation skills
cheers!
Friday, February 29, 2008
What Ramonito Roldan Means
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.
You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!
You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.
You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.
You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.
You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.
You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.
You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.
People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.
Ramonito Roldan
What Ramonito Roldan Means |
You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life. You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home. You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row. You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace. People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality. |
Monday, February 25, 2008
Thursday, February 21, 2008
janice dickinson
i heart janice dickinson!!!
let's go rule the world, honey!
Thursday, January 31, 2008
SideShow
Violet:
Like a fish plucked from the ocean
Tossed into a foreign stream
Always knew that I was different
Often fled into a dream
I ignored the raging current
Right against the tide I swam
But I floated with the question
Who will love me as I am?
Daisy:
Like an odd exotic creature
On display inside a zoo
Hearing children asking questions
Makes me ask some questions too
Could we bend the laws of nature?
Could a lion love a lamb?
Who could see beyond this surface?
Who will love me as I am?
Daisy & Violet:
Who will ever call to say I love you?
Send me flowers or a telegram?
Who could proudly stand beside me?
Who will love me as I am?
Daisy:
Like a clown whose tears cause laughter
Trapped inside the center ring
Violet:
Even seeing smiling faces
I am lonely pondering
Daisy & Violet:
Who would want to join this madness?
Who would change my monogram?
Who will be part of my circus?
Who will love me as I am?
Who will ever call to say I love you?
Send me flowers or a telegram?
Who could proudly stand beside me?
Who will love me as I am?
Company:
Who could proudly stand beside me?
Who will love me as I am?
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
meet and greet no more
hindi ako nakasali sa 100 participants sa meet and greet ni happyslip.
siyet.
Monday, January 28, 2008
WHAT MAJOR IS RIGHT FOR YOU?
WHAT MAJOR IS RIGHT FOR YOU? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
You scored as a Education/Counseling | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
You should strongly consider majoring in Education, such as early childhood education, middle childhood education, secondary education, or related majors (e.g., Vocational Education, Special Education, P.E./Physical Education). It is possible that the best major for you is your 2nd, 3rd, or even 5th listed category, so be sure to consider ALL majors in your OTHER high scoring categories (below). You may score high in a category you didnt think you would--it is possible that a great major for you is something you once dismissed as not for you. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it. Consider adding a minor or double majoring to make yourself standout and to combine your interests. Psychology is a great minor for education majors. Please post your results in your myspace/blog/journal. | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Thursday, January 24, 2008
limpid
sheds a different light on my life
everything seems so easy
everything is abruptly beautiful
nothing is forced
and if anything ever is
i do not feel it
apparently
i have been
becharmed
with this courage you have given me
let me walk the walk of fame
and let me walk the walk of shame
i am yours
you are mine
i am yours
afraid i am not
it is because in my heart
i truly know deep in my heart
that you keep me
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
hanap werk
wow.
fresh from egay and macy's wedding in batangas.
may sakit at paos.
at hindi halos nakapag-aral.
woke up at 4am. was in manila by 5:30am.
tried boycotting the "retake."
angela and i went ahead, thinking that we're all taking it.
got surprised during lunch by some miscommunication and misunderstanding.
went back for design.
doodled, made smileys on my scratch papers, and shaded letters at random.
it only took me 1 hour to play with design.
haha.
now looking for work.
the bonnet babes have started applying na pala.
Ryan Cayabyab Singers
Monday, January 07, 2008
Contact Details (January 2008)
Happy New Year, everyone!
You may get in touch with me thru the following mobile numbers:
0906-3402326 (Globe)
0923-4525552 (Sun Cellular)
Cheers!
-Rac
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
ugh.
denise!
"You're feeling passive today, but don't worry -- you won't become anyone's doormat"
haha. tawa na lang ako. *shoots himself in the head*