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agap

hospital food used to be so yummy.

bands

and so here i am on my hospital bed, typing on dear old lappie despite my be-IV-'d right hand. the med tech had a hard time with the veins on my left so i have to make do with this setup. all i do is eat, sleep, pee and sleep. tests results won't come out till tomorrow. i'm so used to getting punctured. funny, the needles don't hurt.

can't remember when i was last admitted in a hospital.

the ward i'm in looks like a ward during war. chelsie visited me first. she came in last night with a box of muhlach's ensaymada. haven't eaten some yet. but mom already did. she says it's good. after this i'll try one.

so many friends want to pay me a visit. so touched. i'm afraid only a handful can come. maybe after a couple of days when i get transferred to my own room... *wishing*

finals is totally out of my head right now although i am worried sick about the idea of me getting delayed yet again. lord, please help me.

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lots of friends came and visited me during my 5 days in the hospital. so nice a feeling.
and now i'm tambak with exams and projects.
dami ko INC. one actually is as good as 5.0. fuck.
Lord, please help me and the whole batch.

:(

pictures of dear school

dint do well in pre-defense. will defend our 'ambitious' thesis two more times. this is pulling me down :( god help me.

rant

Ang hirap magpigil.
Hindi ko sila papatulan.
When I am insulted, I fight with wisdom and intellect.
And not stooping to their level is wise; and practical on my part.
Less is more.
Come to think of it, we're all stuck in the same rut.
How dare they speak. Ang kapal.
I never needed them. They feel I do.

But then again, what does not kill you only makes you strong.

I just realized, I hate being structured.

huwaaat?! pre-defense na agad?!

Humans are so predictable. We all seek to be loved. Ugh. I know, I know. It's but normal for every human being to be that way. Heck, ako pa.

Stop thinking and just be.


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I know this is going to be very, very bad of me. But I think that the girl who played Deal or No Deal tonight totally deserved what she got: P10.00!!! Haha! Overacting kasi and it seemed like she had plans taking over Kris' job. Hehe! Anyway, she doesn't need the money naman. She says she works for CNN. Big time naman pala eh.


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"Putangina! Makakapatay na ako ng tao! Ang daming ginagawa, binigla pa ang pre-defense ngayong friday! At ang demonyong kakambal ko pinaglaruan pa 'yung laptop ko, nawala 'yung mga ginagawa ko! Putanginaaaa!"

Sorry sa mga nakatanggap ng text na ito.