Here at Digital Exchange with a couple of friends. Birthday ni Maku and last day of board exams ni Mark. I know he's gonna make it. Meeting new friends. It's gonna be fun. We're just killing time here. I like the keyboard. Try ko nga mag-upload ng pictures when I get home.
Boyfriend's first week in Core Skills. So far, masaya siya. Lalo na daw AEO. The trainers at the office are really grrreat! :)
Tomorrow na 'yung wedding in Guadalupe. Sabak na mga trainees. Tapos kainan after ng wedding. Tapos badminton somewhere in Cubao. Tapos nightout yata.
Friday, October 28, 2005
Thursday, October 27, 2005
ze fast
You can never really hold on to the people you love.
Influx.
Flowing. Eternally fluid. Uncertain.
Different every time.
After all, we're all human. And there's only much we can do. How free yet so sad a truth!
What has man to do to content himself with what he has? The answer lies in my mind as engraved words on a piece of rock but the heart wants otherwise. How foolish one can get only to fulfill his wish in vain!
I have loved you.
Yes, I have loved you, indeed.
Influx.
Flowing. Eternally fluid. Uncertain.
Different every time.
After all, we're all human. And there's only much we can do. How free yet so sad a truth!
What has man to do to content himself with what he has? The answer lies in my mind as engraved words on a piece of rock but the heart wants otherwise. How foolish one can get only to fulfill his wish in vain!
I have loved you.
Yes, I have loved you, indeed.
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
limewire
iyak na naman ako. currently listening to twila paris' songs. just found out about limewire today! gosh. at least now it'll be easier for me to look for important sound files for the choir's learning.
i luuurve her! she's one of the best singers/writers of gospel music.
i luuurve her! she's one of the best singers/writers of gospel music.
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
Thy Will Be Done
account manager just called me up. she's asking if i really want the job and tells me that operations director likes me. AM sees agressiveness in me and believes in my capability to get the work done and more. really excited because i'll be with boyfriend at the office, if ever. problem is with school. what if i get a baaad schedule?
oh no. it's raining again. by this time the sun should be up with its rays scorching the roads outside.
lord, thy will be done. amen.
oh no. it's raining again. by this time the sun should be up with its rays scorching the roads outside.
lord, thy will be done. amen.
fuck blogspot
fyi, i'm really pissed off at the moment. this is the third time i'm writing this. fuck blogspot. you know how frustrating it is to almost publish an article? hell, i don't have time for this now. bahala na kung ano ang maalala ko. i guess no one'll ever know. shit.
blaaaah!
PISCES (Feb 19 to Mar 20)
In the next few years, you'll be busting your buns! You have to work hard now to build, construct and create what you need. You can do it.
This says something about the plans that I have in mind these days. Build? Construct? Definitely terms in civil engineering. Maybe they mean different things for me. No one really knows.
Glad Maku helped me with this laptop. Been meaning to take charge of this and have this all to meself soon. Boyfriend's words about how I get treated differently here around the house are slowly sinking in but I always avoid having any grudges against anybody. I keep saying, "it's being a good son." I know I'll get tired of telling meself that one day. Sheesh.
Spent the afternoon productively. Got to bond with dentist friend. Learned alot. Learned that we should check expiration dates of things that we buy. Learned to say 'NO' to mundane things.
blaaaah!
PISCES (Feb 19 to Mar 20)
In the next few years, you'll be busting your buns! You have to work hard now to build, construct and create what you need. You can do it.
This says something about the plans that I have in mind these days. Build? Construct? Definitely terms in civil engineering. Maybe they mean different things for me. No one really knows.
Glad Maku helped me with this laptop. Been meaning to take charge of this and have this all to meself soon. Boyfriend's words about how I get treated differently here around the house are slowly sinking in but I always avoid having any grudges against anybody. I keep saying, "it's being a good son." I know I'll get tired of telling meself that one day. Sheesh.
Spent the afternoon productively. Got to bond with dentist friend. Learned alot. Learned that we should check expiration dates of things that we buy. Learned to say 'NO' to mundane things.
Friday, October 21, 2005
admin asst out of reach?
really anxious with lots of things right now. it's a good thing everything's happening so fast as regards with hubby's career. he's gonna be great. i know it. i gotta get out of my numerous engagements! can hardly find time and reason to balance them all. shux.
the interview with the operations director was fine. but i guess the truth that i still have school and my obligations in church and family will make it hard for me to get the post i'm aiming for. oh well.
might as well focus on our budding business.
___________
btw, been seeing a couple of members of ust singers recently: jaja, chichan. nice at the office. enteng in cyberspace. haha!
___________
trying things out one by one here in blogspot. sorry for the lame layout for now ;)
the interview with the operations director was fine. but i guess the truth that i still have school and my obligations in church and family will make it hard for me to get the post i'm aiming for. oh well.
might as well focus on our budding business.
___________
btw, been seeing a couple of members of ust singers recently: jaja, chichan. nice at the office. enteng in cyberspace. haha!
___________
trying things out one by one here in blogspot. sorry for the lame layout for now ;)
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
YOU'RE IT!
Here are the rules to the tag:
1. Delve into your blog archive
2. Find your 23rd post
3. Find the fifth sentence
4. Post the text of the sentence in your blog along with these instructions. Ponder it for meaning, subtext or hidden agendas
.5. Tag five people to do the same (this does not apply to me. i don't have any idea who to put here)
“On some of them, super babaw ng iniyakan ko.”
That line came from a blog which talks about how much of a crybaby (yes, for lack of a better term) I am. I cry for the littlest of things. I even cry while watching the UST Singers sing! How gay! I cried when I simply put my lola’s almost lifeless hand on my chest for her to feel the beating of someone else’s heart. The most recent event where I cried was a couple of days ago when I visited the friendster profile of the UST Singers and felt the awe that the foreign audience had for them. If only they are recognized here in our own country, loved by their own people… Shoot.
1. Delve into your blog archive
2. Find your 23rd post
3. Find the fifth sentence
4. Post the text of the sentence in your blog along with these instructions. Ponder it for meaning, subtext or hidden agendas
.5. Tag five people to do the same (this does not apply to me. i don't have any idea who to put here)
“On some of them, super babaw ng iniyakan ko.”
That line came from a blog which talks about how much of a crybaby (yes, for lack of a better term) I am. I cry for the littlest of things. I even cry while watching the UST Singers sing! How gay! I cried when I simply put my lola’s almost lifeless hand on my chest for her to feel the beating of someone else’s heart. The most recent event where I cried was a couple of days ago when I visited the friendster profile of the UST Singers and felt the awe that the foreign audience had for them. If only they are recognized here in our own country, loved by their own people… Shoot.
Sunday, October 16, 2005
UST Singers
The University of Santo Tomas Singers
Prof. Fidel Gener Calalang Jr., Conductor
Presents
CLASSICO
an evening of classical choral music
UST Museum
UST Museum
November 11 and 12, 2005
6:00 pm
Tickets are at P100
Tickets are at P100
First Come First served. Limited Seats.
For inquiries, please call or text
For inquiries, please call or text
Victoria 0927-3214334
---you know you're going to have a good time! tara na! i was crying when i was viewing their movie on their friendster profile. they really make me proud to be a filipino. i love them to bits for the joy and goodwill they spread to everybody listening to their songs. words can only do so much so enough with this babbling! see you there!
Friday, October 14, 2005
i'm on a streak today
having a chat with egay and gerber. i miss those guys.
anyway, i'm really excited to have my dad's laptop. i wanna have it all to myself! jun and i are starting a business. watch out for that! i don't have plans of working half of my life, you know. and i'm sure you guys have the same idea... and yes, i know it's easy to say but hard to do, but heck! what have i got to lose?! i'm so inspired and ready for this.
but then again, this is the pisces in me that talks.
anyway, i'm really excited to have my dad's laptop. i wanna have it all to myself! jun and i are starting a business. watch out for that! i don't have plans of working half of my life, you know. and i'm sure you guys have the same idea... and yes, i know it's easy to say but hard to do, but heck! what have i got to lose?! i'm so inspired and ready for this.
but then again, this is the pisces in me that talks.
almost a frog
yesterday i got my armpits shaved, my putoytoy shaved (balls included--haha! i know naturn off ka! aminin! haha!) and my nipples shaved. yes, i do have hair nipples. i did pala. pero lovely nipple hairs. hindi naman exaggerated :) just enough. just enough to be macho :) haha!
awkward at first but now it's great! i've done this before already so it's just like relearning how to ride a bike. hehe!
awkward at first but now it's great! i've done this before already so it's just like relearning how to ride a bike. hehe!
Peter Pan by JM Barrie
I wanted someone to bar the window for me. Just like what Peter had done for Wendy. I wanted someone to hold me back from going.
"You won't forget me, Peter, will you?"
Peter has always been forgetful. He treats every thing as a trivial matter. Or maybe that's just the way he really is. Maybe that's the way how the child in us is. We easily forego something that we have, sad to say, for something that is beyond our reach.
So childish.
So human.
_______
"Why can't you fly now, mother?"
"Because I am grown up, dearest. When people grow up they forget the way."
"Why do they forget the way?"
"Because they are no longer gay and innocent and heartless. It is only the gay and innocent and heartless who can fly."
"What is gay and innocent and heartless? I do wish I were gay and innocent and heartless."
_______
"He does so need a mother," Jane said.
"Yes, I know," Wendy admitted rather forlornly; "No one knows it so well as I."
How sad. How ironic. You can't seem to do anything about it--the reality I mean.
The Peters in us will forever be so long as children are gay and innocent and heartless.
_______
I wanted someone to bar the window for me. Just like what Peter had done for Wendy. I wanted someone to hold me back from going.
And now I do have that someone :)
"You won't forget me, Peter, will you?"
Peter has always been forgetful. He treats every thing as a trivial matter. Or maybe that's just the way he really is. Maybe that's the way how the child in us is. We easily forego something that we have, sad to say, for something that is beyond our reach.
So childish.
So human.
But it also could mean positive. Because the child in us always, always anticipates something good coming. Something brighter. Although not everything that comes is happy and gay.
The book speaks of reality: of adventure, joys, sorrows, love and death. Of life._______
"Why can't you fly now, mother?"
"Because I am grown up, dearest. When people grow up they forget the way."
"Why do they forget the way?"
"Because they are no longer gay and innocent and heartless. It is only the gay and innocent and heartless who can fly."
"What is gay and innocent and heartless? I do wish I were gay and innocent and heartless."
_______
"He does so need a mother," Jane said.
"Yes, I know," Wendy admitted rather forlornly; "No one knows it so well as I."
How sad. How ironic. You can't seem to do anything about it--the reality I mean.
The Peters in us will forever be so long as children are gay and innocent and heartless.
_______
I wanted someone to bar the window for me. Just like what Peter had done for Wendy. I wanted someone to hold me back from going.
And now I do have that someone :)
myx
Yesterday I saw Paolo Santos' new MTV.
He definitely changed for the better.
What's with the band? Tired of flying solo?
He might have actually taken some acting classes.
Which is good 'coz it's working for him.
At least now I can laugh at him for good reasons.
Kasi okay siyang maging komedyante.
Haha!
Kat looks like Barbie in myx' Just A Smile live performance video. No kidding.
He definitely changed for the better.
What's with the band? Tired of flying solo?
He might have actually taken some acting classes.
Which is good 'coz it's working for him.
At least now I can laugh at him for good reasons.
Kasi okay siyang maging komedyante.
Haha!
Kat looks like Barbie in myx' Just A Smile live performance video. No kidding.
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
scum
i was having an extraodrinary good day until i stumbled upon my twin's repulsive poo in the toilet. damn! unflushed toilets with pee are tolerable but poo??! believe me, just thinking about it makes my head throb. i mean, it was just sitting there--unbroken! (okay, at this point, i know you're imagining it too. sorry! i just had to describe it a little) it must have been left like that for half a day because he'd been out of the house for that long and nobody had been there since. siblings can REALLY be so disgusting they make you scream!!!
gawd!
dapat may law dito sa philippines na binabaril sa luneta ang mga hindi nagfa-flush ng toilet.
gawd!
dapat may law dito sa philippines na binabaril sa luneta ang mga hindi nagfa-flush ng toilet.
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
newbie!
Hello! You'll have to pardon me. I am new to blogspot.com and I'm still on the process of figuring this whole thing out. Feel free to visit my first blogsite: www.tornphoenix.blogdrive.com.
I am no great writer and I have no intentions of pleasing anyone but myself with my blogs. I like writing about what's happening in my life and I hope you appreciate the sincerity and honesty that I always want to have in my words.
063007::Wala ito. Just posting some pics.
sssh---click! tok.
sssh--click!
tok.
sssh--click!
tok.
everything is quiet in the room.
sssh--click!
tok.
only the machines and fans you can hear.
sssh--click!
tok.
you become immediately accustomed to this and you can almost hear their melodies ringing in your ears everywhere.
sssh--click!
tok.
occasionally, you hear the footsteps outside of the room.
sssh--click!
tok.
and the whistles of other people guarding their patients like sentinels... or vigilantes.
sometimes, the frustrations are let out with deep sighs and a cackle of a cry.
sssh--click!
tok.
tok.
sssh--click!
tok.
everything is quiet in the room.
sssh--click!
tok.
only the machines and fans you can hear.
sssh--click!
tok.
you become immediately accustomed to this and you can almost hear their melodies ringing in your ears everywhere.
sssh--click!
tok.
occasionally, you hear the footsteps outside of the room.
sssh--click!
tok.
and the whistles of other people guarding their patients like sentinels... or vigilantes.
sometimes, the frustrations are let out with deep sighs and a cackle of a cry.
sssh--click!
tok.
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