how god really works

now i believe that in times of distress, confusion and struggle, you find an opportunity to make things better: to look at the brighter side of life, to call god and not just ask for help but also to thank him for blessing us, no matter how deep in shit we think we are.

i sulked in bed one night. my friends asked me why. i replied i had to cry to relieve myself from stress, my mind going crazy over really trivial things considering there are bigger problems out there.

and so i catch myself these days unusually thanking the lord; that i'm still alive, my limbs are still fully-attached to my body, i can still walk, my family members are in good health, complete, and the list goes on and on.

i so love this life.