i need to pray

It's been months since the last time I really talked to my God.

I talked to God yesterday. I couldn't sleep and so I went to church. I felt like a stranger going to the adoration chapel. I stayed outside for minutes, observed people as they came in to pray. And finally, I stepped up. My turn to bat.

"Be still and know that I am your God."

God, I know I can be better. Help me. Give me the grace to overcome my anxiety, my hardships, my pain. It is only You and I who can help me. Not even my family, my boyfriend nor friends. It's just us. It's always been us. Let me find you. I love you.

peechurs, once again!

me at the gym. my third day

mom and an aunt went to st. luke's a couple of nights ago.

rushed there right after class. they're fine, thank god.

watched "sukob" next door.

wide screen :)

cess, denise and val

gym for the first time

Accomplished so many things today! Had my graduation picture taken in the morning (apparently, the first one to do so in the whole engineering population), went to gym (my first official visit), picked up boyfriend from his new office, went to GreenHills to scout for whatever I will buy with my future paycheques. Already contacted the music store so somebody'll come over to church sometime this week to set up our new sound system. We're going back to the balcony! Hurrah!

Hubby has pledged to sponsor half of my monthly fee at the gym. So sweet! Can't really ask for anything more, right? Alebshu!

Can't wait to buy myself my bluetooth headset!!!

angela

crush ko talaga si angela. hihi. ang kulit ng mga medyas niya. good thing hindi namin teacher si sir jess. kung hindi, minus ang abot niya for using radical pairs of socks. i just couldn't help but take pictures of her foot.

her purple foot and water resources engineering book

her yellow foot this time with yellow pad

Your Birthdate -- Its Meaning for Past Life and Present

This life's birthdate reveals that you were male in your last earthly incarnation.

You were born somewhere near the territory of modern Greece in approximately 775.Your profession was sailor, shoemaker, messenger.

Your brief psychological profile from your past life:
Modernistic and advanced -- always involved with whatever was fresh and new as you invisioned the future. You loved changes, especially in art, music, architecture, decor and cooking.

The lesson, that your last past life brings to the present and how you will use it:
The world is full of ill and lonely people. You should help those, who are less fortunate than you are. You will develop an unsurpassed compassion that inspires others to perform good throughout the world.

Use your lessons well ... and you will be greeted with uncommon success in an uncommon hour.

hacienda's dsl is up and running again

Last night was my chance to make up for my negative scores and I blew it. But I'm quite happy that I am not THAT far behind. Labo 'no? I mean, in terms of knowledge. Haha! But don't scores mean knowledge? Crap.

I'm very happy I met Denise, Princess and Val. I thanked Denise a couple of nights ago. I told her I was very afraid because I dint know anybody from their batch and but their click welcomed me, Jay-Ar, Joyce and Kulit.

Anyway, just like Angela (my seatmate and one of my crushes), although we didn't get the test last night, I am happy na rin. Because I know that I'll just do better and better.
I will be folk-less for the week. I have a 3-chapter test in Water Resources Engineering this Saturday. I ought to start studying for that N-O-W.

Router's still down. I have to log on! I'm expecting very important e-mails and files!!!
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It has become a habit of mine every night to sit on my bed before I sleep and type the night away with lappie. By the way, lappie needs reformatting.

Tomorrow is Jay's surprise party!!! Can't wait to get together with the gay guys once again. Haha! At least before I get really busy.

Went to a seminar last Monday about water treatment and management. Learned a great deal from Fil-Am Gemma Bulos, CEO of ASingleDrop.org, and Kevin Lee, an Aussie (I presume) mechanical engineer, ASingleDrop.org's International Technical Director. Gemma sings well. I love her song, "We Rise." I'll go ask her if she already has an arrangement for her song. If she still hasn't, maybe I can go take stab at making one. That'll be a big feat.

As with thesis, no progress yet except for the fact that Jay has once again dug up another interesting topic. This time, it entails soil, transportation, and water engineering work.

Really happy Mark and Jun met Elben. He's a great catch! Nililigawan na namin to play for us. We need change!!! We're dying to sing with an organ accompaniment again!