anxious

i am anxious. even after a good sleep, i feel stressed and tired. i dream about horrid things. simple horrid things :( i am anxious. about lots of stuff. about making so many utangs to get me started. about getting an interim job. about the review. about the upcoming board exams. about the wedding, even if it is not mine. about things i want to do while i have the time, but i don't have the means yet. i want everything to work out. and then during my very rare lucid times, i tell myself, "hey, why stress yourself with so much? you have nothing to lose. so just sit back and let things course thru by themselves."

anyhoo, i have made an account in jobstreet.com. dami jobs. found one sa Unilever. imagine, i could work pala sa company na 'yun. i grew up with everything unilever around me. dad used to work there for the longest time. but now he is into distribution. anyway, the company's a big CHUNK of our life as a family. :)

another option for a makeshift job is this english online instructor post in edunara, inc. i guess this is okay :) let's see what happens to my application. this could be a great stepping stone for my plans to become a trainer. really got inspired by my trainers in sykes a couple of years back.

AOM in a call center isn't bad at all. i found one ad which accommodates my credentials. i hope i get this one.

a trainee engineer spot from belhasa trading for dubai/ncr is good as well. after a year of training, you get promoted to junior engineer. i have an interview for the job by next week.

will be going to zambo in may. this easter sunday, the roldan boys will be having a thanksgiving party as we have all graduated :)